WHEREVER YOU ARE by Southborder

I love to see the ocean's beauty
and the moon that shines above
alone in the sand looking at the stars
wishing someday I would find true love
would it be nice to see the morning
with the one you love the most
would it be nice to say goodnight
to the one you hold so close to your heart
to your heart.

+ Would it be nice? How come even the dullest things become beautiful whenever we are with someone we love? How come people always look for someone who can free them from loneliness? How come everything becomes just so special and magical and before you know it.. It's gone...? How come?? +

Chorus:
the wind that blows the dove
is the wind that blows my love
hope it'll find its way to you wherever you are.

+ Why is it when we finally found the person we thought we would spent the rest of our lives with.. situations suddenly become absurd.. is there such thing as SEARCHING, FINDING the right one? How I wish the wind could just blow all my tears and drive me down to sleep +

I love to sit in fields of green
looking deeply through the sky
watching birds as they fly by
hoping someday fate will bring me true love.
would it be nice to hold someone
so dear, near your heart
would it be nice to hear those words
I love you from the one that you love,
that you love.

+ Does the word PLANNING exist? If yes, why is it when we plan it doesn't push through? Why do we have to go through every tear, every heartache? Have I not plan about this ahead of time? +
(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
I'd love to see myself one day
in the arms of someone
who will share his life with me
SELFLESSLY SOMEDAY
you will find your way to me

+ Finding your way may not be the hardest thing to do, maybe it's answering the questions I've learned to ask myself. Now how am I suppose to let go when all I want is to stay. How am I suppose to FIND you when all you could do is hide from me.. +


Hope for the best.. I'm getting over this SOON... =,c

How could he not know? About how I feel and react about certain things that he does.. I mean, It's a given. After one year, 9 months and 11 days.. how could he not know ME?????

He's killing me. And yet, he had no idea he is. He is killing me..

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way toooooo
Yes I pray that you do love me too

God's so good he made me feel well the day before the start of second semester. I feel so blessed for that.

Just when I thought I'll be missing the introductions and all.. hihi..

Thanks to all who wished me good health. And prayed that I may feel better.ÜÜÜ

Haay.. I'm so sick..

blah blah blah.

Here's one of the pics taken last Monday when I went to my old school:

While waiting for our other friends, we fooled around at the food court and took pictures!!
haha!.. times like this..


that's my best girl bud Jocelle.. ME!Ü and best boy bud, Gerald!



me and yuri..^,~

I'm sick.

I'm having LBM. And I tell you, I'm hating every minute of it. lolz.

Well, I just woke up yesterday with this namimilipit feeling that I can't explain. Then I realized, it was my stomach. The horror of horrors suddenly came rushing to my nerves. It's my enrolment day! (and it's the last day.) If I don't enrol today then I'm sorry. I looked for my mom but she's not home. Dad's out in the clubhouse cooking lunch with his friends. (he's obviously having fun and undisturbable) And nobody else can go to Makati to enrol for me.. except.. ME!

I won't tell what happened next, basta I went to Makati and enrolled. Bahala na kayo sa ending..

I had fever last night and I loved the feeling! Not really the feeling of being sick, but the joy I get from being taken cared of. The last time I had a fever was soooooo long ago. I think I was 3rd year hs then. And it happened again, only yesterday. My tita even joined me in my room so that she can attend to me rightaway if ever I need anything. That's so sweet.

And so we went to the doctor this morning. He gave me the list of medicines to drink and then we bought it. He also told me that he need my feces to further investigate about my sickness.

Just a while ago, I again felt the urge to go to the comfort room. So I grabbed the bottle given to me by the med tech and did my thing. I know this part sucks but I apologize deeply to people who's eating while reading this entry! Oh well, I placed the bottle where I thought the things would land but I was wrong. Sala. So guess what? I saw it was in my hands it was really kadiri, but I just laughed it off. After that first trial, I tried it again. Sakto na. whew. Thank goodness. Dad went to the clinic na so the doctor can eat it, I mean check it if I have some infections.

Sorry if I grossed you out. lolz.

adopt your own virtual pet!

I adopted a puppy!! got the link from drama princess' blog! *thanks!*

Anyhoo, I changed his name 'coz kartunista is laughing at it. * *
How I wish there's a real green puppy!! aww...